V's colleagues are coming over on saturday nite. and i'm not exactly thrilled about it. they're a weird bunch. not weird in a negative sense, just weird. i don't dislike them *not all of them, at least!* actually, i do get along with them. it's just that i have nothing in common with any of them. *i DO like one of his colleague's wife, tho. she's fren material!* and i anticipate a long evening of me trying to be nice *u know what happens to me in a "social" situation!* and them trying to be nice to me.
maybe they think i'm weird. and maybe, i am. i let them do all the talking, while i stare at a framed pic & try to hypnotize it! not coz i don't like them, or coz i think i can bring the pic to life, but because if i start talking, i won't shut up. and i really don't think they'll follow or relate to what i would be speaking. there're times when even i don't relate to what i'm speaking. but well, once i get started, it's SO tuff to shut me up!
what's worse, i have to clean up the apartment. heck! that's one thing i absolutely detest! why can't those CDs just be lying there in the corner... they're neatly piled up! but well, i'll have to make the house child-proof *yeah, one of them has a kid, in d age where kids love to pick up everything lying around, break it or ask questions abt it* so clean-up, i shall. it used to be a trick of ours, actually. whenever we felt the house was in a mess, we'd call over friends for dinner! and then, our house would be spic n span for at least 2 weeks!
maybe, i'm just becoming more and more anti-social! or maybe, because i don't wanna listen to a bunch of PhD grads who either discuss their work *which, i honestly am not interested in* or crib about their boss. at times they make me wanna say "get out into the real world. it's not nice, either! u'll realise that ur boss aint all bad. there cud and are worse. i've worked with a few that cud make UR boss seem like a tame puppy!" but of course, i'm nice. so i don't say it! it's not that i don't like calling people over. i do. but in smaller groups. i'm better at one-on-one interaction vis-a-vis community dealings. i'm just NOT a herd person! but this was imperative. we haven't had a housewarming yet *i know it's too late*, one of his colleague's leaving, another wants to have indian food etc etc... and V thot he'd reduce our "efforts" to one weekend and call everyone over the same day. that, actually, i have to admit, IS a good idea! now, i just have to be nice for a day, and i can go back to being myself once they leave! on a brief second thought, i'll actually miss his colleague who's leaving. she's a nice gurl. one of the few i get along with & like.
all i hope now, is that i tide over the saturday night fever, unscathed.