thoughtful... or not...?

someone recently asked me... "when do u think?"

umm... well, tuff question that. i promptly did what i best-describe as: giving a blank, VERY daft look and saying "huh?", encouraging the saamne waala to either rephrase question or change topic. immediately. this always works. trust me. learnt it from a colleague, at work. but u have to master the expression first. *i cud take classes as a side-biz. no, main biz. am unemployed again, r'ber!* but heyy, there i go digressing again...

coming back to THIS post... later, i thot about the question. *this entails thinking too?* when DO i think? do i think? i really have no clue how to answer that question. m in two minds on this one. coz either i think a lot. or i don't think at all.

pertaining to this blog, i blog abt things which come to my mind when am doing the dishes. yeah. almost regularly. i usually start doing the dishes, wipe my hands off whatever i'm wearing... come to the laptop and type what i thought of. it's not that i "think" or "that's my thinking time"... things keep flowing in and out of my head and if something stays on, i put it on the blog. simple.
besides that, i don't really think of what i blog. *like that wasn't obvious by now!!* i only proof-read it sometimes and click on publish before i re-read! if i re-read, i feel like deleting almost all of what i've posted.

this space - in it's own arbit way - puts across what life is to me... or how i go about it. life's best lived spontaneously for me. thinking or planning makes me kinda uncomfortable. and no, i can't intentionally "think and blog". if it happens, good. if not, well, what-to-do? u'll keep reading, won't u?